the funny kind, you know
i sent a card
yesterday. some artist in san francisco
painted a pair of lips
a handlebar moustache
and the card inside quips: "i can't disguise my love for you"
and i miss
but the last thing i wrote was on a piece of paper folded
"i could write a book
but you're a wavelength away"
and all i said all i said was how scared scared i am and how my love won't disappear
he can reject it, he can walk away from it, he can marinate
and use it if he ever goes back to rehab even if he's already married to someone else
it matters to me that he matters to him and
that he ("it's not about taking the babies away from you, it's about making sure they're safe")