Saturday, June 14, 2014

me: a supernova

two, maybe

every week or two i start packing for NYC

then it hits me 

the babies, so i have to stay

next week i start again in earnest to try 

joe might have to give permission but i can't not try

he doesn't have custody so he may not have that much authority

and if their mother approves, i think she trusts me, well, then!

i spend each morning and evening, at least, missing the babies

and joe

several times a week i cry once or twice a day 

down from a minimum of twice a day seven days a week

and most days i still cry

i miss them like they're mine

i love them like they're mine 

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