two, maybe
every week or two i start packing for NYC
then it hits me
the babies, so i have to stay
next week i start again in earnest to try
joe might have to give permission but i can't not try
he doesn't have custody so he may not have that much authority
and if their mother approves, i think she trusts me, well, then!
and joe
several times a week i cry once or twice a day
down from a minimum of twice a day seven days a week
and most days i still cry
i miss them like they're mine
i love them like they're mine
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